I am sending you my love and I am sure that you can feel that I am near you. My thoughts are always with you whilst I am nursing your baby sister Sapphire who I am sure you cannot wait to cuddle. She loves being cuddled just like you did. She is so cute I cannot wait for you to help me look after her. She is so little just like you used to be. She lays on my legs just like you used to do. She fights to go to sleep EXACTLY how you used to. It is just like having you all over again. I wish you were sharing this very special time with us. We both miss you.
I sent you two cards last week with pictures of Sapphire and a card from her sending you a big hug. There were photographs inside of mummy, Dave, Olivia and Sapphire. I hope that you received them but if you didn’t I will give you them when I see you as I made copies. I hope that you do not think that I have abandoned you because I will never do that.
When you are all grown up we will make up our time that we have lost. We will travel the world together with Sapphire as there are so many places that I want to take you to. It is very strange not having you around and how people take children away from their beautiful mummy amazes everyone that I speak to.
We will be fine as soon as we are back together. I have found a really lovely horse riding centre not far away and I have seen a pony there that you will love to ride. I hope that you can see him soon. I will get Scampi here too as I am sure that you are missing him. I think about you every minute of every day and am determined to make sure we are heard very soon.
Your nanna Doris misses you and is really sorry that she could not see you the day that she organised it, but don’t be angry with her as she is finding this situation very difficult too. She really misses you and loves you very very much. Dave cannot understand what has happened but at least you had his love for most of your life. You will never forget how much he has cared for you.
Your lovely life with mummy will keep you strong. You have known unconditional love most of your life. This will keep you strong. Mummy is strong because of my childhood and you will make it through this, you will see.
Joe was in hospital recently and he really wanted to see you. He was really poorly but he is ok now. He has another sister and he wanted a brother. He has so many sisters, you, olivia megan and the new baby. We will have a big party when we see you.
I love you angel, keep safe, praying for you every day.
All my love mummy & baby Sapphire
- To my darling Angel – so that my daughter knows how what I’m doing for her (vickyhaigh.wordpress.com)
- My daddy doesn’t listen, he did things to me that he shouldn’t, and now I can’t see mummy… (victims-unite.net)